I suffer with anxiety.

I suffer with anxiety that's only really come one over the last couple of years. I'm getting panic attacks every time something happens out of the ordinary that breaks my routine, even if it's something I love like having my neice stay over or going to pick up my awesome new car. It's completely ridiculous and makes me angry. Thing is my husband and I are desperately trying for a baby that we want so much and it's so exciting but I'm terrified that I'm going to completely freak out and not be able to handle anything. HELP, I'm just so scared of everything! I'm not the kind of person to go talk to a doctor about this, does anyone have any suggestions on how to deal with this please???