Job rant

Okay about a year ago I decided to try a different aspect of nursing out. It's boring I hate it. I'm pregnant though so I need to stay in order for STD benefits. Anyhow every Wednesday and Tuesday I sit on my ass and stare at a computer screen. I asked if starting January I could have one day off a week (my husband will start working nights) I'll then have a toddler and newborn. And I was told no. It's f****** ridiculous. I'm so beyond irritated. I do everything this place asks me to do. I literally do nothing those days. Please pray I find another job willing to work with me that I enjoy because I'm about to have a mental breakdown. 😞😞😞😞