Need encouragement!!!

I just bought condoms for the first time and they're gonna be delivered by Friday hopefully. I need good thoughts sent my way cause I have an extremely conservative mother who has threatened me with violence should she find out I'm having sex 😬 I'm really hoping that she doesn't change her habits and stays asleep that morning and I hope she doesn't feel a need to check the mail lmao. Anyways if they do come Friday and nothing goes wrong, then I'll be having a very happy Saturday at my boyfriends 💖💦✨