So iv been off of birth control since May to get my period back to normal. (Birth control threw it off)

And also because I really want to have a baby..

but my husband isn't quite on board yet and wants me to get back on birth control.

Well I haven't yet, because I don't want to, I can't bring myself to it.

And he knows that, but he's still not trying to prevent a pregnancy either.

So I don't know what to do, we keep having unprotected sex, but he won't talk about having a baby.

I want to get pregnant, but At the same time I don't because I don't want him to be upset about it.

What do I do?