No remodels.

To all the people that have deadbeat parents:

Growing up I was always pushed place to place. My father a felon and a drug kingpin. My mother his ride or die with a heavy drug addiction. There are so many things I never learned, so many moments that I never got to share with them. The father is currently in prison and will die behind the concert walls. The mother, still doing drugs but not as before. She works and maintains a house for her and my younger sister.

I went to foster care at 14 and learned how to work hard to make a few dollars. Got my first job at 14 and completed school with a 4.0 GPA. At 17 I lost my way. Moved to my father's parents in hope of a better future, only to have to it backfire for 7 years of my life. Being homeless and working 2 jobs. Trying to give a good life to a man that didn't deserve it.

Here I stand with a full time job, going back to school and maintaining a home.

But it's not fair. I never learned how to cook, how to do laundry, how to do my w2 form, or how to just be happy.

I wish everyday I could call my mom and gossip with her. Or to call my dad and just see how things are going. The only thing I learned from them was how to feel like I'll never be good enough and that I will never be a good women. Yes I clean and pay bills... but I can't seem to cook a good meal. Nothing I do is good enough. People question why their with me because I can't cook. I don't cheat or lie I do whatever is asked of me even if it breaks my heart.

What more can I do? I watch cooking shows I follow recipes and time everything I can to the second.

It's no excuse I guess but I didn't have a loving family to learn from. They are all greedy and only in things for themselves.

Ladies of glow please help I don't know what else to do.