Dpo12 negative

Am

Took a pregnancy test & its a bfn :(

I have sore nipples so af should be on its way 😭 just wanna give up!! onto month 9. Ovulated each month with Letrozole 7.5 but no luck.

Doctor wants me to try for another 2--3months and than we can get into <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>. If im still not pregnant than its unexplained infertility :(

With my son it only took 3months 😰 I don't know what to do anymore I've tried everything!

Im trying to forget about this pregnancy so that can help but its so hard :| especially when everyone around you is pregnant & having their 2nd or 3rd 😩😩 just praying that i get my rainbow baby soon 🙏🏻🙏🏻 In sha allah 🙏🏻