Just a clear of mind

4 years nearly I've been trying for a baby, and I've had loads of heartache, tears, anger, jealousy even, but I know all of this will one day end when I'm holding my own baby in my arms and looking into the eyes I made. I am really depressed now but I know deep down I will get that day one day. Instead of sinking my self down into depression I'm going to lift up and never let go off my dream