Baby crazy rant

Ok so I'm now officially like every other crazy baby lady on these forums. The ones whose comments and questions I USED to read and feel sorry for. The ones I used to say to my friends "don't ever let me become like that!" Now I'm an obsessive, symptom-watching, googling queen! I convinced myself I was pregnant to the very end! Every little twinge, cramp or fart was new life being created in my womb. Even when the tell-tale signs of AF reared her ugly head i googled and searched until I found some posts about bad cramps still ending in a BFP! Nope, it's her all right- she is back with a vengeance! Here to shatter all my hopes and make me feel like a failure once again. Another month of life wasted!

Oh well, there is always next month right!