My husband was on that website backpage

So my husband was on his phone and I jumped on him to get his attention and I see back page ... I've heard of this website before .. anyways he goes to the search engine and types in "gaming computer " and it says no search found .. he's been looking desperately for this new computer ..

So I get off of him and start googling back page and all I see is about sex sex sex escorts etc... so I call him out on it and he says really babe I was looking for a computer

My over emotional pregnant ass started getting in my feelings and having all types of flash back of my past boyfriends ..

Then last night and This morning he wasn't cuddling me wen we slept :/ we haven't had sex in 3 days (that's long for us ) and he jus left for work without saying BYE!!!

Now I jus want to cry 😪😭

What did I do? Is he not attracted to my pregnant body anymore ? Was he really looking for a computer ?

Just a mess... sorry for ranting ..