No end in sight. Yes I'm complaining.

I am 37+1 and for two weeks been contracting on and off all day but yet staying 2cm and 50% effaced and she is still -3 head station!! So frustrated and fed up. She is already 7lbs and I can't sleep, walk, play with my 2 year old, even bend over to put on shoes. I have to have an NST and BPP and ob check every week for the past two months due to my little one having a two vessel cord. Despite her issues she is in the 79th percentile and I am so beyond thankful for that but dammit I am so done! This is my second and I feel like my body just doesn't know how to go into labor. I never dilated more than 4 on my own with my first despite two membrane sweeps and being 100% effaced. I can't believe I am still pregnant and have two weeks to go before induction and she is going to be huge and my poor abdomen already feels like it is splitting in half. I have a torn muscle and a hernia but yet being kept pregnant. Oh and they found placental lakes today meaning my placenta is starting to look blood and weaken. Please tell me I'm not the only high risk mommy just so so so done!