I was about 6 weeks when I miscarried back in March. We werent actively trying then but weren't taking measures not to either. I told my then fiance 2 weeks after about it. He never showed any enotions either way. We were married in May and weeks after (after holding a baby) I told him I wanted to begin actively trying. he told me we couldn't do it financially and he was actually relieved I had miscarried before the wedding.

We haven't really been intimate since then and really this week it has hit me that maybe we won't ever have children, something that we discussed in detail before.

I'm now actively mourning the loss of the miscarriage, something I never did. My heart hurts for whay could have been. And now Im worried maybe that was my only shot. Im just very sad and very alone.