Heavy hearted, I just turned 37 and I feel like I'm never going get my rainbow baby.

Angelina • Married to my high school love and best friend, Living abroad in Germany, soon Italy. Our son and rainbow baby is due April 2018.

I'm feeling so down right now, like I may never conceive due to my age. I keep reading how some women have been trying for years and it just makes my heart that much heavier, my heart aches for them and for myself. I've only really been trying steadily for a short time since my miscarriage but month after month it's a bfn. Right now I'm in ttww and praying this is the month I see a bfp. Sorry I just really needed to tell someone what I'm feeling and husband is at work. Big hugs to you all and lots of baby dust.