my mom cursed my womb...

Now let me start with my mom isn't truly a bad person. She just has some ways about her that doesn't make sense.. and she can be a bitch when she tries. Anyways.. I had my gender Reveal and IT WAS A GIRL. I'm still trying to get used to this idea because I really had my heart set on a boy. Like I started calling my stomach 'boy' and 'he'.. things of that nature and then walahh it's a girl lol now I gotta get on track with this. I'm scared you guys. Back to the story.. my moms was an alcoholic, she stopped drinking hard liquor but lastnight, the night of the gender reveal.. She drank.. until she got drunk. Idk how to feel about that. Like I get she was having fun but why would you get this drunk.. especially when I told you I will not have my child around this. 😢 I ended up taking her home cause she was starting to argue with her boyfriend.. I also had to drop some friends off and she just kept picking with me.. normal for a mother I know.. but then she started attaching me like 'you're mad you're having a girl, get over it!' 'I can't wait for you to go through everything I went through 10x worse.' Like she made me feel like the only reason she rooted for a girl was because she wants me to feel what she so called felt.. when I was just a normal teenager that had to put up with her drinking and fighting and police bullshit. I could go on and on and then she jumped out of the car called me a bitch and a prissy bitch and slammed the car door. Like why would you act this way on this day. I texts her ' I love you, call me in the morning we need to talk.' But what the hell do I say. I'm 5 months and the baby will be here in no time and I am trying to warn her that my child WILL NOT BE RAISED LIKE I WAS. My mom really wants to be a major part of my child's life.. but her act needs to change and I mean this shit. I love her but my life was toxic and I think she thinks too subtle about the past.. that shut had a major effect on me. Help me out ladies.