Want a page of people that hurt like me. And understand.

I mean...I'm sad I'm a mess. I'm crying. I'm a wreck. And I post something mild about knowing I'm gonna get ANOTHER BFN and I get responses from someone WITH A breastfeeding BABY?!?! And not just that. I get people saying crap like do you see this line?? Is it just me?? And it's an obvious positive. I want a page/thread where the women are just as pissed off and heartbroken and crushed as I am. Sorry just having a really shitty day. And I just want a baby. I want my amazing husbands baby. I want a part of us in this world. And we are failing and it's stupid cancers fault and that makes me even angrier.