Not my month

Randi • Trying for rainbow after my 19 week loss

This was the 1st month trying to conceive after my loss I had in April at 19 weeks. My heart broke when AF started today and I was 5 days late. I had really high hopes. I was at a bridal shower and had to step outside to control my emotions. I was balling my eyes out. It's just not fare. If I was a young unmarried teenager having unprotected sex I would have tons of babies I'm sure. What has kept your spirits up during these times?