I have ulcerative colitis, and I am now 39 weeks pregnant.

I have had two flares this pregnancy and one resulted in a week long hospital stay(that was at 27 weeks)

I am now in the start of a flare, and it is getting bad quick. I can not have a c section or go to the dr due to personal circumstances(I already had a problem going at 27 weeks because of the way my drs are set up), am im starting to freak out.

I need this flare to hold off for a few days so I can give birth.

I just want to cry I'm even more depressed this pregnancy now. I hate my life with this stupid disease with no cure and I'm making my life hell.

I just ask y'all pray for not only me(that this flare holds off or goes away), but my baby.