Wish things were different

Ellana

So today I have to do the 3 hour glucose test... well at 3 am I woke up and my boyfriend was still playing his video games so I had asked him to get me a drink. Now with me knowing he knew I had to fast from when I went to bed I thought he'd get me ice water... he brings me a cup with a straw and half asleep I start chugging it... and fell back to sleep... I woke up at 4 because I had realized it was soda.. I can't drive and it's an hour walk to my hospital so I was told I have to find a ride as exercise can alter the results... only ride I could get was my sister going into work as She works at the hospital... so I'm here been here since 9:40 and I have to sit here until 1:00 to even START the test :/ then I have to sit here for 3 1/2 more hours while it's being done :/ and my boyfriend kept making up excuses as to why he couldn't come... he said his mom was picking him up really early so he could help pick up from garage sale days... he stayed up until 7 am playing his games...so he lied to me.. he's still asleep at home while I'm here alone. Thankfully my step mom and sister are gonna show up around 1.. he always thinks of himself.. I'm tired of it