my boyfriend has depression and i wish he’d see someone but they don’t have insurance and even if they did he won’t go to anyone. this is an ldr so it’s hard to be there for him. i brought up my best friend whom he HATES and he got mad and i said sorry for bringing her up and stuff and he said the following. ⬇️

i know my responses seem harsh but this happens a lot and he says this kind of stuff all the time and multiple times a day. i know he won’t kill himself because he promised me since all i ever wanted was a family and a husband. and i told him if i can’t have that with him there’s no point. but he hurts himself a lot. i know it’s wrong of me to even think this but it’s so stressful i’m constantly worried about him and it’s hard on me. idk what to do