How would you ladies feel?

Arianna • With the love of my life and mother to our handsome little boy ❤️

I'm extremely against porn and my fiancée looking at naked females. I've made it very clear and left him when I caught him with porn. Long story short, he hasn't watched any porn in a year. But now my concerns is movies and tv shows. Almost everything has nudity and he knows how much it hurts and bothers me. I feel so disrespected and I feel like a man should only have eyes for his woman. Well last night we were watching a movie and a scene came on where a girl completely naked was being fucked from behind by a guy and you can see her tits bouncing up and down and all around. My fiancée kept looking and I told him to just look away. He did, he looked at me. But he had a Sex dream and came in his pants. He was dreaming about screwing another girl(he told me). Then I asked him if that turned him on (the scene on tv) and he kept denying it. Then finally tells me that it did, and he didn't want to look away and is now saying he has nothing to apologize for. Let me include that we rarely ever have sex. I try to be sexy, wear lingerie, I've tried random bjs, etc and nothing. I can't turn him on. He doesn't want Sex with me. But he sees a naked girl for 3 seconds and gets turned on right away? I feel so betrayed and disrespected!!!! Now he's still saying he has nothing to apologize for and I'm so hurt. He said he doesn't care how I feel, he liked it and wanted to see it. I'm so heart broken. I try so hard to be sexy for him and please him whenever he wants and this is what I get. Some positive advice would be appreciated. Please no hate.