Had a breakdown today

Today marks 5 months since I had my miscarriage. The first month was hard. After that I tried to cope with it and move on. I've been trying to be really positive and continue on TTC. I try to not think about it but it's always on the back of my mind. Today I just felt super depressed. As soon as I got home from work, I broke down into tears. I cried the same way as when I found out about my miscarriage. I felt such emptiness. And I felt guilty for crying because it's been months since it happened. Everyone keeps telling me that I should be positive and it'll happen for me sooner or later. But I'm so tired of hearing the same stuff over and over again. I mean I know that they only mean good, but I'm just tired of it. Does anyone else feel this way? My lovely husband has been very supportive but yet I can't help but feeling alone with this. I feel like no one really understands this hurt that I have in my heart. Am I wrong for feeling this way?