Ok ladies I'm 15 weeks and stressing a little. Imagine that a pregnant woman stressing!!! I have an emergency c-section with my first and am now trying for a VBAC. I am so excited for this baby! My first we really weren't planning on getting pregnant so I wasn't very excited. Before you all judge me I love my son so much. He saved my marriage and I became a stay at home mom because of him. On this pregnancy we tried to get pregnant so it's totally different than my first. I'm looking up birth plans and wanting to pack my hospital bag. Yes I know it's way to early. We don't even know what we are having yet but I am just so ready to have this baby. In so many ways I know that I am trying to make right what I feel I did wrong with my first. And there is so much guilt!!!! Guilt that I feel I was the reason I had to have a c-section, that it was my fault he was in the NICU, that I am that crazy excited pregnant person that I wasn't for my first. I'm scared I am going to fail again and have to have a c-section and that I'm not doing enough to help my baby.