So I'm almost due and I know hormones factor into my life a lot right now. But I feel so drained. From trying to be the best wife to keeping up with prenatals, exercise and healthy meals.

I'm drained even though every one says I do nothing.

My husband is a dick.

In a few days we are one year into marriage and I want out. I know I have a baby coming and co parenting can be hard but he's a dick.

We don't see each other all day cause he's out of town with his mom. He's on disability cause he hurt himself. So he just stays with him mom and chills all day. I know he's recovering and all but if i text him he won't reply and if I say hey you busy he does off about me being so annoying and to leave him alone.

I need attention he sends maybe 6 messages throughout the day and at night I say can I call you to say goodnight and he says just text me it cause you take forever talking on the phone. It hurts like I don't see him and when he talks to me it's like I'm such a pain in the ass. I'm tired of it. You know they say if you don't give someone attention someone else will.

I'm no cheater but I need to fill this void. An emotional void that's killing me. I need to speak to my doctor about depression I don't want it getting worse after the baby is here. 😪