So i went to see my doc today .. i am only 4w1d .. i found out really early. I had a chemical last sept, so doc want to see me and make sure everything is fine...

Didnt see anything in the ultrasound, which i expected anyways. No sac, but thick lining, which i believe is a good sign !? After the ultrasound, she actually did a pap smear for me W/O my consent !!!

I did not want a pap smear...my last chemical happened 3 days after i had the pap smear ... i read online that 8 out of 10 women who had pap smear in their early pregnancy ended up in miscarriage... i know some of you might say theres no realistic fact that pap smear will lead to miscarriage , but i just wanted to eliminate all the possibilities that will lead to a mc ...

I am having slight cramp after the pap smear ... yes, is probably normal ... but i just cant stop worrying .... :(