Blindsided by my boyfriend leaving me..

Kat
I'm 8 weeks and 3 days pregnant with his child and he just decided he didn't want to be with me anymore...my father just died two weeks ago and now the father of my child broke up with me..I don't know what to do anymore..the heartbreak and blow by blow of pain is so overwhelming..I have cried every single day and night...not been able to sleep..I miss my dad..I miss my SO and don't understand why he's choosing to leave a woman that loved him so much and is carrying his child... :'( I feel betrayed...abandoned..blindsided... my heart has been put through so Much heartache the last two weeks I just can't take it anymore :'( my heart is shattered into a million glass pieces and every time I go to pick up a piece to try and put it back together I cut myself and bleed a little more.. :'( :'( :'( :'(