Thoughts on acutane?

Monica
Okay I have struggled for years and years with acne. It isn't your regular teenage little pimple here and there. It's never going away and keloids on my chest and my derm kept telling me just use acutane. But I extremely refused when I read up on some stuff and the side effects such as dry skin, peeling skin and a couple others o don't remember. Then what really made me question the drug was when he said I absolutely can not get pregnant. If I did it would cause birth defects. Not that it mattered being pregnant at 14 because that's the last thing I wanted. But I questioned it because it's like why would you take a pill that would do that to a baby? Made me wonder how terrible of a pull it would be to take it and why it would do to my body. I've been on birth control 3 years I'm off it now because I'm tired of being on a hormon and pills. He had me on antibiotics that I had to stop due to how long was on them. I'm almost 18 years old now and my chest has gotten worse. My keloids are so bad I can't hold my niece because she pushes on my chest and it hurt so bad I cried. I'm completely out of other options and I so badly hoped I could get rid of this naturally and organically because I'm all for vegan things an I hate chemicals. Well harsh ones I should say. But now I'm starting to question acutane and I would like to know if anyone has taken it how did it go for you? Because truthfully I'm a little scared.