I feel disgusting

Crystal
I'm 37+1 weeks and I have been feeling my worst since 3 weeks ago. I feel disgusting I look disgusting no matter how much I would love to enjoy my pregnancy I just been so weak. I don't even get to leave my house because we have no car. The weather is shxt and I can't even walk with out me having some bad body aches the next day. My BF gets me so mad him smiling at his phone all the damn time. He says he's not talking to no one but I feel like he's just getting comfort from someone else. We haven't had sex since I was 20 weeks ! He says he feels bad for baby. I really want him to stay as long as he can in the womb but I really really just feel like crap staying in my room 24/7 I don't get hungry I don't like watching tv I haven't got no book to read so I just wake up eat shower cook than back to bed. I hate depending on anyone on anything. I really just hate myself right now 😔😔