what should I do ?! 🤔

Really haven't thought about this until now. 🤦🏽‍♀️ I start maternity leave in 2 weeks and I also have a 19 month old. Usually my daughter goes to her godmother house when me and her dad have to work. I honestly don't trust my mother in law anymore when it comes to watching my daughter because she couldn't abide by things I say when it came towards my daughter. But I don't want the Godmother to be overwhelmed with a New baby and my 19 month old when it's time for me to go back to work. And I don't want to slip my girls up 😩 I just don't know what I should do. Any suggestions?!