I'm scared of having two....

Nalleli
Hey everyone I just want too see if maybe there where other women that felt the way I do.  I have a six year old boy and currently 15 weeks with my next boy, when I found out Is was pregnant I didn't her excited like I did my first.  This is 6 years later we are talking About I think I Should be estatic About my second baby!  Mu husband and son both can't wait and all I can think About is I'm scared.  What if I don't love him the same? What if I GAVE all my mommy love to my Jacob (the first)...  Am I really the only one feelings this?  My husband is sad and thinks I do not want him when I really do... Idk I'm just scared.