Too hard to look at all those BFP's.

I can't look at all the BFPs anymore, it just gets me too depressed. Something you want so badly that everyone else seems to be blessed with. You see people on the news everyday who are killing or beating their children. How come they can so easily be given a gift that they take for granted when so many of us try and try with no hope in sight? Sorry, just venting....😭