okay so me and my friend, one night we got super drunk, like super super drunk and we were in her basement about to go to bed, but i needed to shower first bc i threw up all over myself and it was gross. (i was still a little tipsy and my friend was still a little drunk) so i tell her that i'm going to go shower and she says can i shower with you? and i say sure i don't care. while we are in the shower she starts to undress me (both of us are straight) and tells me she wants to do "naughty things with me" i don't know what to say so i just get in and she follows me in. she starts kissing me and then she goes down on me and she tells me to sit down so i do bc she is like pressing me against the shower wall, spreads my legs and just starts eating me out. then i finger her. go to be bedroom. keep doing everything. the next morning we "regret" everything. i'm not lesbian, i like boys but that night was amazing and i don't know how to tell her i want to do it again, or should i just leave are friendship be? we said we would never tell anyone, and after this all happened she stopped talking to me for a couple days and i asked her why and she said "bc friends don't do that stuff" so idk what to do!!??