Am I wrong to feel this way....

So me and boyfriend have been going out for almost two years. We have been through literally everything together and obviously in a relationship things change. I understand that relationships go threw stages ( example like the " honey moon stage). In the beginning of our relationship he treated me like a princess but now it's different we fight, just like everyone else because we're total opposites, and that's ok. In all honesty I feel pathetic even writing this because I don't feel special anymore. And I feel even more pathetic because i just want him to tell me I'm beautiful from time to time or I'm his world and he loves me... and I feel like he shouldn't have to say all that stuff but it's just nice to hear you know? And when we fight he never apologizes I literally always apologize. But moral of the story I just want him to show that I still mean something to him and he loves me and still thinks I'm beautiful. I try to talk to him about this but he just blows me off. Idk I know this post is very confusing and all over the place and I apologize for that I just want some advice.