lol no friends

Sooooo I don't really have friends which usually means I'm stuck home or doing things by myself but my boyfriend has guy friends from so far back into his past and I relized I don't have friends I just have people I know; aquantences and I don't really have actual friends to talk about stupid things like my relationship, that really dumb thing I did a year ago, and a friend that would want to actually go out and hang out most off days my boyfriend goes to his friends house which is by a lake and I don't really hear from him for the rest of the day and the girls that are going to say he's cheating I know he's not I don't have an exact reason to know how I know but still and I don't want to be one of those girlfriends that are like "Nooooo stay with meeeeee let me make you hang out with me all day instead of friends that you've known all your life" it's such a childish thing...unless you never seen your boyfriend and that's his excuse there's a difference in situations >.> but still