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to all the ladies ttc....

I had my first son at age 21 he was a total suprise but changed out lives 100% for the better. Fast forward four years and myself & my partner decide we want another baby. We try and try for months and well....nothing, nada months of BFNs. Then thankfully we finally saw those two lines and I was so overjoyed...for two days then the bleeding started and I unfortunately lost our baby. I was heartbroken and took myself into a shell. I just wanted another baby so badly & felt like I was failing. Three months later though we got two lines again!!!! I was so scared but on cloud nine. Then nine weeks into my pregnancy my father died i was crushed and had so many mixed emotions I felt guilty being happy at all but also hated sitting in floods of tears when I was growing a miracle but i got through it! Then we went for our 12 week ultrasound and well... I was growing TWO miracles. My rainbow babies! I felt like god had given me back the baby I had lost and also added extra joy into my life because of the loss of my father. The point of my story ladies is that I know it gets hard & frustrating & you want to give up sometimes. I know the yearning can eat away at you and I know how much you want this. I honestly believe life will give

Tounwhat you need when you need it. Keep on keeping on beautiful women. Our family is now complete my partner of 8 years finally proposed to me and I feel so lucky to be given this life.

Here are some pictures of my princess girl Aria & youngest prince Finn. They are now 17 weeks a despite being born 4 weeks premature they are healthy, happy, beautiful babies 😍😍😍