Overdue!! Huge baby?!?!

Justice

I feel terrible, out of all things to worry about, I've been obsessing over the size of my little man!! An RN during my NST felt my belly and said I have a big baby... Saturday I'll be induced making me 41 weeks. I feel so selfish for wanting him not to be 8+ pounds, I want him to fit in his super cute newborn clothes and diapers!!

Am I horrible ..? :/ how "big" is an 8 pound baby..? I just expect 6-7 pound babies from experience of seeing other moms that 8 pounds seems "big". Advice please!? Or other moms who can relate!