Today is my due date & of course, as the title goes, No Baby Yet 😩😩😩😩. Not even a sign he's coming anytime soon. I had a membrane sweep @ 1cm dilated on Monday & was crampy for a few hours and then lost quite a bit of my mucus plug. Didn't get too excited because it doesn't necessarily mean anything, only just a bunch of pressure here & there.

I've been walking like a mad person since then. Squats, spicy foods, everything except castor oil which I tried last week and as you can see nothing. I just wanna curl up into a little ball & just cry until I can't anymore, but due to my 40-week belly, I am unable to get into the fetal position.!

I've had a super easy pregnancy until this last month when the heat started kicking my ass. I just really needed to rant because I'm over this. I'm over being hot, cranky, and I just want to hold my baby boy.! I just feel so incomplete with him not being here yet & it's driving me up the wall. Well I mean that & people telling me to "Be Patient" like I have any other choice.! On the plus side, in scheduled for another membrane sweep next Monday(07/31) & scheduled to be induced that following Thursday(08/03) if he's still not here, but I prefer him to come naturally even though it's not looking too bright.!