Dear first love

i miss you sometimes. sometimes i hate you. i miss being in your arms and feeling your lips against mine. but you broke me. you shattered my heart and i cannot get over that. i miss you being my bestfriend , but things happen for a reason i guess. i wish i would've appreciated the time we had together. i miss you when i feel someone else holding me. i'm sorry i wasn't enough for you and that you had to sleep with another girl to be satisfied. im sorry you ruined us.