I don't know how to get trough this

Dulce

How do you get over a separation when you lived with that person 12 years have a 5 year old 10 month old and 11 weeks pregnant all this crying is not really helping 😔 been 3 weeks and I feel I'm about to die of sadness I been to the ER twice and he won't even text if I'm doing ok this is killing me.