So mad at my husband right now

You guys. I don't even know.

We are in Costa Rica. We came here to get his visa renewed. He hasn't seen his family in over 15 years, I get that part.

They have a farm business. He left this morning 7am to go 2 hours away and buy and sell some cows. He said he'd be home by like 8pm.

We have never spent a night apart since we've been together. 4 years.

So on the way home (4ish) he stopped at a bar. I called him at 6:45 and we spoke for 5 minutes. He sounded a bit drunk but he said he wasn't and they were leaving in a few minutes. It was raining. He's driving a freaking QUAD! (Legal on these crazy dirt, windy rollercoaster roads of Costa Rica).

I got a call from my sister in laws boyfriend. My husband is driving the quad home and stopped at his house. He tells me that my husband is reallly drunk, he's sleeping and staying over the night. I haven't talked to my husband and we're spending our first night apart.

Why can't he be responsible? He's not really an alcoholic, but he does drink occasionally. This is one of those times. I can't really relate but did he not think about me? Why wasnt he thinking when he was getting drunk in this bar for 3 hours and didnt think to stop because he has to drive a freaking quad for 2 hours??!!!

He drove to his brother in laws house... about 20 minutes away... I just thank god that he made it there safety.. I'm just so mad at him for doing this to me. I haven't slept by myself in years. 😢