Am i bi??

I'm asking because I'm not sure, and I don't want to find out through sexual experimentation, I want to find out just through myself if that makes sense. I'm SOOO into guys romantically and sexually, but I check out other girls, have even DATED girls in the past, but because I'm so into guys I'm not sure. I'm just disgusted by the female genitalia, and I'm not sure if it has to do with what happened to me when I was younger where I was molested and raped. So in no way have I ever found girls sexually appealing, I don't even like the thought of making out with a girl, but I would date a girl, hold hands, and kiss, have a family with (through adoption of course), but if it's anything sexual then I just become repulsed. Does this make me bisexual? Or am I just straight?