Iugghh

He use to always say I was perfect, that I should never change, I was the most beautiful girl in the world.

Then he called me selfish

Then he "suggested" that I should do more squats

Then after telling me for months he'd never have sex with another girl, he just loves seeing guys with me, he says he thinks it'd be hot if I watched

And he stopped saying "I love you" back

I don't feel perfect anymore, I feel like I'm worthless and I know he doesn't mean it but if I bring it up he won't feel bad he will make it my fault