Virgin Insecurity...

Hello all ! I am 22 yr virgin from Texas and I haven't been in a relationship until 3 months ago. I've never been happier. He's so good to me and he's so open minded about my emotional and mental stress. He doesn't make me feel bad. But I, myself, have my insecurity and that has to do with my pubic hair. I do surf and swim and go to beach so I do maintain it , but I'm not sure what counts as TOO much or whether my shape will be weird for him. I'm actually writing this from my waxing place. I just got a bikini wax and I'm still not even sure if it's okay. On the real, we've talked about him going down on me , and I've always wanted to try (never had anyone go down because this specific insecurity) But please , eve Community, any tips ? Advice ? Anything ??? I feel so worried about it and I feel like it could ruin the vibe in our relationship.