Just me venting

My SO has been out of town the past 3 weeks for work, today would have been his first full day home. Until his dad called him bright and early this morning to tell him he was having a birthday party tonight. He lives a couple hours away. My SO did ask me how I felt about him going since he knew I couldn't go and of course I wasn't going to tell him he couldn't go to his own dads birthday party but dammit I miss him and I want him home!! To top it off he told me last night he's not going to go to our county fair next week with me cause he wants to work a bunch of over time. The fair is literally my favorite week of the year so I won't be home at all so there's another week I won't see him. I'm so happy I have him because I love him unconditionally but I'm so sad at the same time because I never get to spend quality time with him anymore.

Ok. End rant, I'm gunna go crawl in a corner now. Thanks for listening.