Already overwhelmed with her and she's just 3 days old 😩

Feel like an awful mommy tonight 😢😢

Its our first night home and idk what to do. Everything was great while we were in the hospital. She did great. Nursed perfectly and was so calm. Tonight I just have a complete different baby:( She so stubborn to try to nurse and its so hard to get on any kind of schedule with her feeding. She's won't let me lay her down, or move at all for that matter. I'm in SOOOO much pain and there's no comfortable position to hold her. I'm pretty sure I've not so much as blinked since wednesday. Idk what to do with her😩😩😩😩 she WILL NOT let me lay her down anywhere. i just need a bathroom break and to lay down to ease the excruciating pain and achiness for a second.....please sleep baby!!!!😭😭