I've been depressed more or less since a week after my baby was born and let me tell you , it's getting worse.

I cry randomly, I get frustrated and angry easily too and my mood just switches. The worst I ever was when the baby couldn't stop crying once I had to take time out and ended up harming myself.

How long does it last ?

I tried getting professional help but they stupidly cancelled my sessions and so I can't be bothered to register again , if they can't he arsed doing their job of helping me then I can't be arsed helping myself.

It's the same miserable crap just a different day. I'm alone, single and miserable. No one will want to be with a single mum. I have no friends and no motive. The babies father hates me.

What do I even do