Story time

*please no negative comments just came here to vent and to get opinions because I don't really have anyone to talk to*

Me and my baby's father have been together almost a year now. I am almost 8 months pregnant with our baby boy Bentley. In the beginning of our relationship I feel as if I rushed into it. I was with my ex for 2 years and she kept cheating on me and things ended pretty badly for us. I loved her so much (she was my first love) and the breakup was very hard for me. So I thought I could forget about her if I tried moving on. That's when I met my baby's father. Things were ok in the beginning. It was nice to have soemthing new and exiting after so long. But my ex kept popping in and out of my life and leading me on and making me feel like she wanted to fix our relationship. So I was going behind my baby daddy's back sneaking around with her... long story short, eventually he found out and we broke up. But like always things didn't work out with my ex, so me and my baby daddy started to talk again. He told me he had trust issues which I understood, but I reassured him that it would never happen again. Which it didn't because I realized my ex was never going to change. But he never got over it. Here we are months later and I still can't leave the house without telling him where I'm going, who I'm goijgto be with, what time I'm going to be home, etc. he will sit there and belittle me and call me a slut and a skank and how pathetic I am. So I just stopped leaving the house and let him go through my phone thinking that would just end all the fightint. Recently it was been over a month since I left the house cause I didn't want to cause any fightint in our relationship cause things were going so good. I was starting to get bitter with him cause I felt like a prisoner trapped. I had to follow his every command and do things his way or else I would never hear the end of it. Yesterday we didn't talk much because these things were botherintme so much, and I had every intention on talking to him when he put his daughter to bed. But while he was putting her to bed he started freaking out on me asking why I'm trying to fight with him, and I just simply told him i would talk to him when he put his daughter to bed but that wasn't enough for him. He started screaming at me and I told him to stop doing this in front of his daughter and to put her to bed. He went upstairs and started tellinthis daughter not to like me and that I'm mean, etc. which really upset me. But then I went in our bedroom and just sat there.. he came in and I told him I thought it was best if I stayed at a friends house for the night. (Because i was so angry I couldn't stand to be around him.) I started packing an over night bag and he throws me bag across the room and starts screaming at me telling me I'm slut and I'm leaving to go have sex with someone else and how I dirty and so much worse then his ex (the mother to his daughter) and that I'm gross and I don't deserve Bentley.. also saying how I'm glingto be just like my mom. (That is a very sensive subject because she is a drug addict who never took care of me and my siblings)

At this point I am bawling and I gather my things and go outside to wait for my friend to pick me up. Before she gets there he grabs me and snatches me phone out of my hand and starts going through it to make sure I'm not meeting up with any guys. So now we're outside at 1am fighting for my phone and he finally gives it back...

Now he texts me this morning saying how everything is my fault and i shouldn't of left to meet up to have sex with guys and how everything he says is true. And he wants me to come talk to him so we can work on things. I just don't know what to do anymore....