Ughhh

So im sure everyone else in this world has issues but im just venting due to my SO being unsable to feel stress for whatever reason. So i am the only one working he stays home with our 3 years. He is currently on a suboxin program due to past issues. Well with only me working and having everything comeing out of only one check every 2 weeks. Im literally down to 16 dollars for 4 more days. My truck sucks gas the gas light is on already and im just ughhhhh. I know financial issues are everywhere but i just feel like screaming. On top of that our 3 year olds birthday is in September and i feel like im so far behind on that already and its all just piling up and driving me crazy

I have tried every possible budgeting program i can think of to try and pinch here and save there but its impossible. I just want to cry. To the point of looking for a second job at night a few days a week to help us get ahead. And my so is just like... Ehhh.. We are broke... But heyyyyy can i have 120 dollars for clinic!!!!! :( im just so ughhhhhhh any suggestions on how to not stress about this maddness!!!!