Scared

So I got for my first booking in appointment which I think involves a scan as I am diabetic and had a miscarriage in January at 6 weeks.. I am absolutely petrified I'm going to get bad news 😫 my years been nothing but bad news.. my bf has told me to think positive but it's hard when bad things always seem to happen 👎🏼 in my heart I know everything will be fine I've got all the pregnancy symptoms and have had no bleeding or scary signs like the last time, I just can't shake this feeling 😔👎🏼. Oh and I think I'm 6 weeks as well and that's adding on to the stress tooo.