I can't

I want to lose weight so badly, but I just can't!! My husband refuses to eat healthy with me, so there is always junk food in the house. That's all he will buy and he has to do the grocery shopping because by the time I am off work the store here is closed and I can't go in the mornings because I live and hour away from where I work so I wouldn't be able to take my groceries home. The store is also where my work is, just a few mi jtes away from it, but my husband is the manager at that store. I don't have anyone to work out with me, and I lose motivation really fast. I just wish I could afford to do the Medifast diet again! That worked so well for me! 15 pounds in a month is what I lost doing that!!