Driving myself mad 😩

I'm driving myself mad and I'm really struggling.. I know this isn't long at all and of course I understand that there has been people trying a lot longer.. me and my partner have been TTC around 6months now after I stopped my pill, I have had periods I have had around 3 overall but of course the cycle length has been a bit all over the shop.. I feel like my period that has just been on the 3rd of July was my first real period since stopping my pill.. I have two apps which may not be good having two im unsure but the same information is being entered but different things are showing! I've been tracking my CM ok and think I have been ovulating but I am just getting BNF AFTER BFN I don't know if it's cause I'm unsure on when to test or because my cycles are all over the place. My partner is really supporting me and helping me as this is our journey together but I need some girls advice too please ladies as it's making me feel quite low and I'm breaking out in loads of spots and bloating bad and just arrrggfhhh 😩😭