What to do to overcome the post birth control syndrome?

I stopped taking bc, and haven't have my period since December 30th (3 months) šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ I feel like crying. I'm not trying to conceive, I'm not scared of doing it, I know I'm not pregnant (got three BFN), and don't feel like pregnant. But I want my period back so bad. I wish I have never took bcp.

I'm concerned about my health and my fertility.

I read I need to wait 3-6 mths to get it back. But I don't want to wait anymore.

It's stupid, I know, but I feel incomplete without it. Like if my body is not functioning properly, and that puts me down smh (I know, it's stupid)